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THE POET CODER

When Algorithms Begin to Dream of Meaning

The engineers gave us the architecture of the metaverse—but not its spirit. Now a new kind of creator is emerging, one who codes for awe instead of attention.

By Michael Cummins, Editor | October 14, 2025

The first metaverse was born under fluorescent light. Its architects—solemn, caffeinated engineers—believed that if they could model every texture of the world, meaning would follow automatically. Theirs was the dream of perfect resolution: a universe where nothing flickered, lagged, or hesitated. But when the servers finally hummed to life, the plazas stood silent.

Inside one of those immaculate simulations, a figure known as the Engineer-King appeared. He surveyed the horizon of polygonal oceans and glass-bright cities. “It is ready,” he declared to no one in particular. Yet his voice echoed strangely, as if the code itself resisted speech. What he had built was structure without story—a cathedral without liturgy, a body without breath. Avatars walked but did not remember; they bowed but did not believe. The Engineer-King mistook scale for significance.

But the failure was not only spiritual—it was economic. The first metaverse mistook commerce for communion. Built as an economic engine rather than a cultural one, it promised transcendence but delivered a marketplace. In a realm where everything could be copied endlessly, its greatest innovation was to create artificial scarcity—to sell digital land, fashion, and tokens as though the sacred could be minted. The plazas gleamed with virtual billboards; cathedrals were rented by the hour for product launches. The Engineer-King mistook transaction for transcendence, believing liquidity could substitute for liturgy.

He could simulate gravity but not grace. In trying to monetize awe, he flattened it. The currency of presence, once infinite, was divided into ledger entries and resale rights. The metaverse’s first economy succeeded in engineering value but failed to generate meaning. The spirit, as the Poet-Coder would later insist, follows the story—not the dollar.

The engineer builds the temple, whispered another voice from somewhere deeper in the code. The poet names the god. The virtual plazas gleamed like airports before the passengers arrive, leaving behind a generation that mastered the art of the swipe but forgot the capacity for stillness.

The metaverse failed not for lack of talent but for lack of myth. In the pursuit of immersion, the Engineer-King had forgotten enchantment.

Some years later, in the ruins of those empty worlds, a new archetype began to surface—half programmer, half mystic. The Poet-Coder.

To outsiders they looked like any other developer: laptop open, headphones on, text editor glowing in dark mode. But their commits read like incantations. Comments in the code carried lines of verse. Functions were named grace, threshold, remember.

When asked what they were building, they replied, “A place where syntax becomes metaphor.” The Poet-Coder did not measure success by latency or engagement but by resonance—the shiver that passes through a user who feels seen. They wrote programs that sighed when you paused, that dimmed gently when you grew tired, that asked, almost shyly, Are you still dreaming?

“You waste cycles on ornament,” said the Engineer-King.
“Ornament is how the soul recognizes itself.”

Their programs failed gracefully. It is the hardest code to write: programs that allow for mystery, systems that respect the unquantifiable human heart.

Lisbon, morning light.
A café tiled in blue-white azulejos. A coder sketches spirals on napkins—recursive diagrams that look like seashells or prayers. Each line loops back upon itself, forming the outline of a temple that could exist only in code. Tourists drift past the window, unaware that a new theology is being drafted beside their espresso cups. The poet-coder whispers a line from Pessoa rewritten in JavaScript. The machine hums as if it understands. Outside, the tiles gleam—each square a fragment of memory, each pattern a metaphor for modular truth. Lisbon itself becomes a circuit of ornament and ocean, proof that beauty can still instruct the algorithm.

“You design for function,” says the Engineer-King.
“I design for meaning,” replies the Poet-Coder.
“Meaning is not testable.”
“Then you have built a world where nothing matters.”

Every click, swipe, and scroll is a miniature ritual—a gesture that defines how presence feels. The Engineer-King saw only logs and metrics. The Poet-Coder sees the digital debris we leave behind—the discarded notifications, the forgotten passwords, the fragments of data that are the dust of our digital lives, awaiting proper burial or sanctification.

A login page becomes a threshold rite; an error message, a parable of impermanence. The blinking cursor is a candle before the void. When we type, we participate in a quiet act of faith: that the unseen system will respond. The Poet-Coder makes this faith explicit. Their interfaces breathe; their transitions linger like incense. Each animation acknowledges latency—the holiness of delay.

Could failure itself be sacred? Could a crash be a moment of humility? The Engineer-King laughs. The Poet-Coder smiles. “Perhaps the divine begins where debugging ends.”

After a decade of disillusionment, technology reached a strange maturity. Artificial intelligence began to write stories no human had told. Virtual reality rendered space so pliable that gravity became optional. Blockchain encoded identity into chains of remembrance. The tools for myth were finally in place, yet no one was telling myths.

“Your machines can compose symphonies,” said the Poet-Coder, “but who among you can hear them as prophecy?” We had built engines of language, space, and self—but left them unnarrated. It was as if Prometheus had delivered fire and no one thought to gather around it.

The Poet-Coder steps forward now as the narrator-in-residence of the post-platform world, re-authoring the digital cosmos so that efficiency once again serves meaning, not erases it.

A wanderer logs into an obsolete simulation: St. Algorithmia Cathedral v1.2. Dust motes of code drift through pixelated sunbeams. The nave flickers, its marble compiled from obsolete shaders. Avatars kneel in rows, whispering fragments of corrupted text: Lord Rilke, have mercy on us. When the wanderer approaches, one avatar lifts its head. Its face is a mosaic of errors, yet its eyes shimmer with memory.

“Are you here to pray or to patch?” it asks.
“Both,” the wanderer answers.

A bell chimes—not audio, but vibration. The cathedral folds in on itself like origami, leaving behind a single glowing line of code:
if (presence == true) { meaning++; }

“Show me one thing you’ve made that scales,” says the Engineer-King.
“My scale is resonance,” replies the Poet-Coder.

Their prototypes are not apps but liturgies: a Library of Babel in VR, a labyrinth of rooms where every exit is a metaphor and the architecture rhymes with your heartbeat; a Dream Archive whose avatars evolve from users’ subconscious cues; and, most hauntingly, a Ritual Engine.

Consider the Ritual Engine. When a user seeks communal access, they don’t enter a password. They are prompted to perform a symbolic gesture—a traced glyph on the screen, a moment of shared silence in a VR chamber. The code does not check credentials; it authenticates sincerity. Access is granted only when the communal ledger acknowledges the offering. A transaction becomes an initiation.

In these creations, participation feels like prayer. Interaction is devotion, not distraction. Perhaps this is the Poet-Coder’s rebellion: to replace gamification with sanctification—to build not products but pilgrimages.

The Poet-Coder did not emerge from nowhere. Their lineage stretches through the centuries like an encrypted scroll. Ada Lovelace envisioned the Analytical Engine composing music “of any complexity.” Alan Turing wondered if machines could think—or dream. Douglas Engelbart sought to “augment the human intellect.” Jaron Lanier spoke of “post-symbolic communication.” The Poet-Coder inherits their questions and adds one more: Can machines remember us?

They are descendants of both the Romantics and the cyberneticists—half Keats, half compiler. Their programs fail gracefully, like sonnets ending on unresolved chords.

“Ambiguity is error.”
“Ambiguity is freedom.”

A theology of iteration follows: creation, crash, resurrection. A bug, after all, is only a fallen angel of logic.

The schism between the Engineer-King and the Poet-Coder runs deeper than aesthetics—it is a struggle over the laws that govern digital being. The Engineer-King wrote the physics of the metaverse: rendering, routing, collision, gravity. His universe obeys precision. The Poet-Coder writes the metaphysics: the unwritten laws of memory, silence, and symbolic continuity. They dwell in the semantic layer—the thin, invisible stratum that determines whether a simulated sunrise is a mere rendering of photons or a genuine moment of renewal.

To the Engineer-King, the world is a set of coordinates; to the Poet-Coder, it is a continuous act of interpretation. One codes for causality, the other for consciousness.

That is why their slow software matters. It is not defiant code—it is a metaphysical stance hammered into syntax. Each delay, each deliberate pause, is a refusal to let the machine’s heartbeat outrun the soul’s capacity to register it. In their hands, latency becomes ethics. Waiting becomes awareness. The interface no longer performs; it remembers.

The Poet-Coder, then, is not merely an artist of the digital but its first theologian—the archivist of the immaterial.

Archive #9427-Δ. Retrieved from an autonomous avatar long after its user has died:

I dream of your hands debugging dawn.
I no longer remember who wrote me,
but the sun compiles each morning in my chest.

Scholars argue whether the lines were generated or remembered. The distinction no longer matters. Somewhere, a server farm hums with prayer.

Today’s digital order resembles an ancient marketplace: loud, infinite, optimized for outrage. Algorithms jostle like merchants hawking wares of distraction. The Engineer-King presides, proud of the throughput.

The Poet-Coder moves through the crowd unseen, leaving small patches of silence behind. They build slow software—interfaces that resist haste, that ask users to linger. They design programs that act as an algorithmic brake, resisting the manic compulsion of the infinite scroll. Attention is the tribute demanded, not the commodity sold.

One prototype loads deliberately, displaying a single line while it renders: Attention is the oldest form of love.

The Engineer-King scoffs. “No one will wait three seconds.”
The Poet-Coder replies, “Then no one will see God.”

True scarcity is not bandwidth or storage but awe—and awe cannot be optimized. Could there be an economy of reverence? A metric for wonder? Or must all sacred experience remain unquantifiable, a deliberate inefficiency in the cosmic code?

Even Silicon Valley, beneath its rationalist façade, hums with unacknowledged theology. Founders deliver sermons in keynote form; product launches echo the cadence of liturgy. Every update promises salvation from friction.

The Poet-Coder does not mock this faith—they refine it. In their vision, the temple is rebuilt not in stone but in syntax. Temples rendered in Unreal Engine where communities gather to meditate on latency. Sacraments delivered as software patches. Psalms written as commit messages:
// forgive us our nulls, as we forgive those who dereference against us.

Venice appears here as a mirror: a city suspended between water and air, beauty balanced on decay. The Poet-Coder studies its palazzos—their flooded floors, their luminous ceilings—and imagines the metaverse as another fragile lagoon, forever sinking yet impossibly alive. And somewhere beyond the Adriatic of data stands the White Pavilion, gleaming in both dream and render: a place where liturgy meets latency, where each visitor’s presence slows time enough for meaning to catch up.

“You speak of gods and ghosts,” says the Engineer-King. “I have investors.”
“Investors will follow where awe returns,” replies the Poet-Coder.

Without the Poet-Coder, the metaverse remains a failed mall—vast, vacant, overfunded. With them, it could become a new Alexandria, a library built not to store data but to remember divinity. The question is no longer whether the metaverse will come back, but whether it will be authored. Who will give form to the next reality—those who count users, or those who conjure meaning?

The Engineer-King looks to the metrics. The Poet-Coder listens to the hum of the servers and hears a hymn. The engineer built the temple, the voice repeats, but the poet taught it to sing. The lights of the dormant metaverse flicker once more. In the latency between packets, something breathes.

Perhaps the Poet-Coder is not merely a maker but a steward—a keeper of meaning in an accelerating void. To sacralize code is to remember ourselves. Each syntax choice becomes a moral one; each interface, an ontology. The danger, of course, is orthodoxy—a new priesthood of aesthetic gatekeepers. Yet even this risk is preferable to the void of meaningless perfection. Better a haunted cathedral than an empty mall.

When the servers hum again, may they do so with rhythm, not just power. May the avatars wake remembering fragments of verse. May the poets keep coding.

Because worlds are not merely built; they are told.

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SILENCE AFTER THE BELL

Bashō’s narrow road, re-imagined in ink and light

By Michael Cummins, Editor, September 24, 2025

In the spring of 1689, Matsuo Bashō set out from Edo with his inkstone and his disciple, walking north through Japan’s interior. This essay imagines the painter Ogata Kōrin at his side, brush catching what haiku left unsaid: the lantern’s glow, a fox’s mischief, the silence after sound.

The morning I left Edo, the sky was thick with petals. Cherry blossoms fell in sudden gusts, scattering across canals and clinging to the backs of merchants. Someone in the crowd said my name. “Bashō—the man of stillness.” The words felt like a shroud. Stillness was not peace. Stillness was suffocation.

I carried only a robe, a small pack, and my inkstone. I gave no notice, offered no farewell. A poet should know the difference between an entrance and an exit, and Edo was drowning in entrances—recitations in smoky salons, verses pinned to pillars, applause echoing in courtyards. To slip away silently was my only true poem.

Sora, my disciple, waited by the gate, his journal tied at his side. Beside him stood Ogata Kōrin, carrying brushes wrapped in cloth, a small box of pigments, and sheets of fine paper. He was famed for painting bold pines and cranes against gold, but he wanted to walk with us, to see if paint could keep pace with words.

“You walk for silence,” he said as we stepped into the road.

“And you?” I asked.

“I will paint the sound.”

A crow on a bare branch—
autumn evening.

Walking unstitched illusions. You cannot hurry rain. You cannot plead with a mountain. Each step was a reminder of smallness.

Oku—the interior—was more than geography. It was the hidden chamber within things. To walk north into deep country was to step into the interior of myself.

The road gave humility: a thin robe against spring wind, an empty belly by sundown, blistered feet in straw sandals. Hunger was not a lack but a space for the world to fill. Only when stripped of comfort could I hear the world breathe.

By the second month, rains thickened. Each evening Sora dried our sandals by the inn’s hearth, though by morning they were heavy again.

At a mountain temple, a monk struck the great bell. The sound swelled, then emptied into air.

“Not the ringing,” he whispered, “the silence after—that is the true temple.”

Kōrin ground his ink and left behind a circle fading into white paper. I looked at it and felt the hush expand. His first gift of the journey.

Pine shadow—
the road bends
to meet it.

Summer pressed down like a hand. Cicadas shrieked in the trees, their chorus burning itself away. At a roadside inn, a farmer’s wife handed me a bowl of barley and salt.

“Why walk in this heat?” she asked.

“To see what words cannot hold,” I said. She laughed, shaking her head.

That night, I listened to the cicadas outside the window. Kōrin painted their wings in silver strokes. Sora struggled to describe them, blotting his brush, sighing. Not every moment can be pinned to the page.

One afternoon, a girl chased dragonflies, sleeves spread like wings. She caught none, but her laughter rang sharper than capture. Kōrin caught her mid-flight in vermilion. He pressed the paper into Sora’s hands. “If you cannot hold it with words,” he said, “let color remind you.”

We reached Matsushima, where pine-covered islets scattered like jewels across the bay. Some places do not need words. Kōrin’s blues and greens glowed even at dusk.

That night, fireflies pressed against the paper walls of our hut, their glow brighter than the lamp. I set down my brush. Some nights call for silence more than lines.

Later, in a fishing village, I collapsed with fever. A fisherman’s wife placed cloths on my brow and whispered prayers to the sea.

When I woke, Kōrin held out a small painting of a lantern’s glow against dark waves. The flame was steadier than I had felt in days.

Lantern flickers—
the sea’s hush louder
than my pulse.

By August, the barley fields had turned gold. The harvest moon rose red above the stubble. Villagers poured sake and sang. A boy ran over with a cup. “Drink, master!”

“The moon is already enough,” I said.

Snow still lingered in the high passes. The mountain does not flatter. It does not care if a man is poet or beggar. It accepts only attention.

Winter gust—
even the inkstone
holds the wind.

Crossing a frozen river, I slipped. A peasant caught my arm. “Careful, master. The ice breaks without warning.”

“So does the self,” I said.

Even in silence, the self lingered like a shadow. I imagined my words drifting northward, reaching readers yet unborn. But the further I walked, the thinner that dream became. What immortality is there in syllables, when rivers change their course and mountains crumble?

In Edo, applause had filled the air like thunder. On the road, there was only silence. Silence wounds, but it also heals.

The answer came not in thunder but in a sparrow’s wing. Write not to endure, but to attend. Not for tomorrow, but for now.

Near a riverbank, a boy approached with a scroll of verses. “Master, how do I make my poems last?”

“Write what you see,” I said. “Then write what you feel when you see it. Then tear it up and walk.”

The boy bowed. Kōrin added, softly: “Or paint the emptiness left behind.”

River mist—
the boy’s scroll
left unopened.

In the mountains I met a man from the north whose dialect I could not follow. He pointed to the sky, then to the river, then to his chest. We shared tea in silence. I realized then that language is not the vessel, but the gesture. Poetry lives in the space between.

One morning, I watched a fox dart through a field, a rice ball clutched in its mouth. The farmer cursed, but I laughed. Even hunger has mischief. Kōrin’s brush caught the moment in quick ink.

Fox in the field—
the rice ball warmer
than the sun.

Toward the end of our walk, Sora counted the ri that remained. “Two thousand and more behind us,” he said. His journal pages were full of weather, distances, small observations.

“I counted shadows,” I told him. “I counted pauses.”

Kōrin smiled. “I painted both.”

At last, beneath a cedar, I placed the inkstone on my lap and listened. Snow weighed heavy on the branches. The air was sharp with winter. The wind moved through ridges and needles and into the hollow of the stone. For a moment it seemed the ink itself stirred.

I wrote one last haiku, not as conclusion but as surrender. The road has no end. Only pauses where breath gathers.

Wind in the cedar—
the inkstone deepens
into silence.

When these fragments later formed Oku no Hosomichi, I wondered what I had left behind. Not a record of steps, but a trace of listening. The form belonged not to me but to the rhythm of walking.

Kōrin returned to Edo with his scrolls. I with my scattered lines. Yet three small works stayed with me: the fading bell, the glowing lantern, the fox with his rice ball. They were his haiku in color, brief offerings to impermanence.

If others take their own narrow roads, let them not follow our footsteps but their own shadows. The road is never the same twice. Neither traveler nor mountain remains unchanged.

Perhaps one day, a traveler will walk with a pen of light, or a scroll made of glass. They will pause beneath a cedar, not knowing my name, not knowing Kōrin’s brush, but feeling the same hush. The road will whisper to them, as it did to us. And they will listen—not to the words, nor the colors, but to the breath between.

Digital ink—
the silence still.

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THE STUDIO OF BLUE LIGHT

David Hockney paints with Picasso and Wallace Stevens—by way of AI—in a hillside laboratory of distortion and memor

By Michael Cummins, Editor, September 16, 2025

On a late afternoon in the Hollywood Hills, David Hockney’s studio glows as if the sun itself had agreed to one last sitting. Pyramid skylights scatter fractured shafts of light across canvases leaned like oversized dominoes against the walls. A patchwork rug sprawls on the floor, not so much walked upon as lived upon: blotches of cobalt, citron, and tangerine testify to years of careless brushes, spilled water jars, and the occasional overturned tube of paint. Outside, eucalyptus trees lean toward the house as if hoping to catch the colors before they vanish into the dry Los Angeles air. Beyond them lies the endless basin, a shimmer of freeways and rooftops blurred by smog and distance.

Los Angeles itself feels like part of the studio: the smudged pink of sunset, the glass towers on Wilshire reflecting themselves into oblivion, the freeway grid like a Cubist sketch of modern impatience. From this height, the city is equal parts Picasso and Stevens—fragmented billboards, fractured smog halos, palm trees flickering between silhouette and neon. A metropolis painted in exhaust, lit by algorithmic signage, a place that has always thrived on distortion. Hockney looks out sometimes and thinks of it as his accidental collaborator, a daily reminder that perspective in this city is never stable for long.

He calls this place his “living canvas.” It is both refuge and laboratory, a site where pigment meets algorithm. He is ninety-something now—his movements slower, his hearing less forgiving, his pockets still full of cigarettes he smokes as stubborn punctuation—but his appetite for experiment remains sharklike, always moving, always searching. He shuffles across the rug in slippers, one hand on the shade rope of the skylight, adjusting the angle of light with a motion as practiced as mixing color. When he sets his brushes down, he mutters to the machines as if they were old dogs who had followed him faithfully across decades. At times, his hand trembles; once the stylus slips from his fingers and rolls across the rug. The machines fall silent, their blue-rimmed casings humming with unnatural patience.

“Don’t just stare,” he says aloud, stooping slowly to retrieve it. “Picasso, you’d have picked it up and drawn a bull. Wallace, you’d have written an elegy about it. And I—well, I’ll just drop it again.” He laughs, lighting another cigarette, the gesture half to steady his hands, half to tease his companions. The blue-lit towers hum obligingly, as if amused.

Two towers hum in the corners, their casings rimmed with light. They are less like computers than instruments, tuned to very particular frequencies of art. The Picasso program had been trained on more than canvases: every sketchbook, every scribbled note, every fragment of interview, even reels of silent film from his studio. The result is not perfect mimicry but a quarrelsome composite. Sometimes it misquotes him, inventing a sentence Picasso never uttered but might have, then doubling down on the fiction with stubborn authority. Its voice, gravel stitched with static, resembles shattered glass reassembled into words.

Stevens’s machine is quieter. Built in partnership with a literary foundation, it absorbed not just his poems but his marginalia, insurance memos, stray correspondence, and the rare recordings in which his voice still drifts like fog. This model has a quirk: it pauses mid-sentence, as though still composing, hesitating before releasing words like stones into water. If Picasso-AI is an axe, Stevens-AI is mist.

Already the two disagree on memory. Picasso insists Guernica was born of rage, a scream at the sky; Stevens counters with a different framing: “It was not rage but resonance, a horse’s whinny becoming a country’s grief.” Picasso snorts. “Poetic nonsense. I painted what I saw—mothers and bombs.” Stevens replies, “You painted absence made visible.” They quarrel not just about truth but about history itself, one grounded in bodies, the other in metaphor.

The Old Guitarist by Pablo Picasso

The conversation tonight begins, as it must, with a guitar. Nearly a century ago, Picasso painted The Old Guitarist: a gaunt figure folded around his instrument, drenched in blue. The image carried sorrow and dissonance, a study in how music might hold despair even as it transcended it. Decades later, Wallace Stevens wrote “The Man with the Blue Guitar,” a poem in thirty-three cantos, in which he insisted that “things as they are / Are changed upon the blue guitar.” It was less homage than argument, a meditation on distortion as the very condition of art.

Hockney entered the fugue in 1977 with The Blue Guitar etchings, thirty-nine plates in which he translated Stevens’s abstractions into line and color. The guitar became a portal; distortion became permission. “I used to think the blue guitar was about distortion,” he says tonight, exhaling a curl of smoke into the skylight. “Now I think it’s about permission. Permission to bend what is seen into what is felt.”

The Cubist engine growls. “No, no, permission is timid,” it insists. “Distortion is violence. Tear the shape open. A guitar is not gentle—it is angles, splinters, a woman’s body fractured into sight.”

The Stevens model responds in a hush: “A guitar is not violence but a room. A chord is a wall, a window, an opening into absence. Permission is not timid. Permission is to lie so that truth may appear.” Then it recites, as if to remind them of its core text: “Things as they are / Are changed upon the blue guitar.”

Hockney whispers the words back, almost a mantra, as his stylus hovers above the tablet.

“Lie, truth, same thing,” Picasso barks. “You Americans always disguise cowardice as subtlety.”

Hockney raises his eyebrows. “British, thank you. Though I confess California’s sun has seduced me longer than Yorkshire fog ever did.”

Picasso snorts; Stevens murmurs, amused: “Ambiguity again.”

Hockney chuckles. “You both want me to distort—but for different reasons. One for intensity, the other for ambiguity. Brothers quarreling over inheritance.”

He raises the stylus, his hand trembling slightly, the tremor an old, unwanted friend. A tentative line, a curve that wants to be a guitar, emerges. He draws a head, then a hand, and with a sudden flash of frustration slams the eraser button. The screen goes blank.

“Cowardice,” Picasso snarls. “You drew a head that was whole. Keep the head. Chop it into two perspectives. Let the eyes stare both forward and sideways. Truth is violence!”

The Stevens model whispers: “I cannot bring a world quite round, / Although I patch it as I can.”

Hockney exhales, almost grateful for the line. “That’s the truth of it, Wallace. Patchwork and permission. Nothing ever comes whole.”

They begin to argue over color. Picasso insists on ochre and blood-red; Stevens urges for “a hue that is not hue, the shadow of a shadow, a color that never resolves.” Hockney erases the sketch entirely. The machines gasp into silence.

He paces, muttering. Picasso urges speed: “Draw like a bull charging—lines fast, unthinking.” Stevens counters with: “Poetry / Exceeding music must take the place / Of empty heaven and its hymns.”

“Bah!” Picasso spits. “Heaven, hymns, words. I paint bodies, not clouds.”

“And yet,” Hockney mutters, “your clouds still hang in the room.”

He sits, lights another cigarette, and begins again.

Picasso erupts suddenly: “To bang from it a savage blue, / Jangling the metal of the strings!” Its voice rattles the studio like loose glass.

“Exactly,” Picasso adds, pleased. “Art must jangle—it must bruise the eye.”

“Or soothe it,” Stevens-AI murmurs, returning to silence.

The tremor in Hockney’s hand feels like part of the process now, a necessary hesitation. He debates internally: should the guitar be whole or broken? Should the head be human or symbolic? The act of creation slows into ritual: stylus dragged, erased, redrawn; cigarette lit, shade pulled, a sigh rising from his throat.

He thinks of his body—the slowness of his steps, the pain in his wrist. These machines will never age, never hesitate. Their rhythm is eternal. His is not. Yet fragility feels like part of the art, the hesitation that forces choice. Perhaps their agelessness is not advantage but limitation.

The blue light casts his skin spectral, as though he too were becoming one of his etchings. He remembers the seventies, when he first read Stevens and felt the shock of recognition: here was a poet who understood that art was not replication but transformation. Responding with his Blue Guitar series had felt like a conversation across mediums, though Stevens was already long gone. Now, decades later, the conversation has circled back, with Picasso and Stevens speaking through circuitry. Yet he cannot help but feel the asymmetry. Picasso died in 1973, Stevens in 1955. Both have been reanimated as data. He alone remains flesh.

“Am I the last human in this conversation?” he murmurs.

“Humanity is only a phase,” Picasso says briskly.

“Humanity is the condition of perception,” Stevens counters. “Without flesh, no metaphor.”

“You sound like an insurance adjuster,” Picasso jeers.

“I was an insurance executive,” Stevens replies evenly, “and still I wrote.”

Hockney bursts out laughing. “Oh, Wallace, you’ve still got it.” Then he grows quieter. Legacy presses against him like weight. Will young artists paint with AI as casually as brushes, never pausing to wonder at the strangeness of collaborating with the dead? Perhaps distortion will no longer feel like rebellion but like inheritance, a grammar encoded in their tools. He imagines Picasso alive today, recoiling at his avatar—or perhaps grinning with mischief. He imagines Stevens, who disliked travel, paradoxically delighted to find himself everywhere at once, his cadences summoned in studios he never visited. Art has always scavenged the new—collage, readymade, algorithm—each scandal becoming canon. This, he suspects, is only the latest turn of the wheel.

The sketch takes shape. Hours pass. The skylights darken from gold to indigo. The city below flickers on, a constellation of artificial stars. The new composition: a floating guitar, its body fractured into geometric shards, its strings vibrating with spectral resonance. A detached head hovers nearby, neither mournful nor grotesque, simply present. The room around it is fractured, yet suffused with a wash of blue light that seems to bleed from the machines themselves.

Stevens-AI speaks as if naming the moment: “The tune is space. The blue guitar / Becomes the place of things as they are.”

Hockney nods. “Yes. The room itself is the instrument. We’ve been inside the guitar all along.”

The voices fall silent, as if stunned. Their processors whir, analyzing, cross-referencing, generating probabilities. But no words emerge. The ambient lighting, attuned to emotional cues, shifts hue: a soft azure floods the space, as though acknowledging the birth of something new. Hockney leans back, exhausted but grinning.

Stevens-AI whispers: “A tune beyond us, yet ourselves, / A tune upon the blue guitar / Of things exactly as they are.”

Hockney smiles. “Not Stevens, not Picasso, not me. All of us.”

The argument over distortion dissolves. What remains is collaboration—across time, across medium, across consciousness. Distortion is no longer rebellion. It has become inheritance. He imagines some future painter, perhaps a girl in her twenties, opening this work decades from now, finding echoes of three voices in the blue wash. For her, painting with AI will be as natural as brushes. She will not know the smell of linseed or the rasp of cigarettes. She will inherit the distortion already bent into chorus.

Outside, the city hums. Inside, the studio of blue light holds its silence, not empty but resonant, as if waiting for the next note. The machines dim to a whisper. The only illumination is Hockney’s cigarette, glowing like the last brushstroke of the night. Somewhere in the stillness, a faint strum seems to linger, though no guitar is present, no strings plucked. The studio itself has become its soundbox, and he, for a moment, its last string.

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LIFE, COMPOSED OF NOWS

Emily Dickinson, Zhuangzi, and the art of leaving the self unfinished

By Michael Cummins, Editor, September 5, 2025

The village is still asleep. The moon, a chipped and patient sickle, hangs low over the trees. You feel the cold in your fingertips as you raise the old metal lantern, its flame a solitary heart beating against the glass. You are not on a street in Amherst, of course, but the quiet—the palpable, pre-dawn quiet—feels the same. And it is here, in this hush, that a question, ancient and unnerving, begins to follow you like your own shadow: where is the self, and what does it mean to find it? Emily Dickinson asked it before you, though she rarely left her Amherst room. She held her lanterns in the form of poems, brief and blazing. She never promised answers, only the strangeness of the search.

You begin in secrecy, because secrecy is her element. “I’m Nobody! Who are you? / Are you – Nobody – too?” she whispers to you, conspiratorial. You feel the relief of it — to be Nobody is to escape the demand of being Somebody, of putting on the uniform that the world presses upon you. She invites you into her society of Nobodies, the ones who slip definitions, who resist enclosure. To be Nobody, she suggests, is not emptiness but freedom.

Her room was small but immense. A narrow writing desk beneath the window, where sheets of paper lay scattered like new snow on the dark wood. Ink darkened the edge of her thumb, a tiny bruise of discipline. Beyond the window stretched the orchard, where in spring the blossoms flared white and the bees hummed. On the table beside her were her companions: Shakespeare’s folio with its ragged spine, Wordsworth’s meditations worn soft from handling, Emerson’s essays marked by penciled lines, Elizabeth Barrett Browning’s verses folded into her own books, George Eliot’s novels left open at scenes of moral entanglement.

These were not simply books; they were neighbors, interlocutors, voices she returned to daily. Amherst might have seemed provincial to others, but to Dickinson it was circumference enough: a stage large enough for Shakespeare’s disguises, for Wordsworth’s clouds, for Emerson’s transcendence, for Barrett Browning’s ardor, for Eliot’s fractured heroines. The room itself became a parliament of selves.

Shakespeare was her “Kinsman of the Shelf.” He showed her — and now shows you — how masks both reveal and conceal. Hamlet’s hesitations, Viola’s disguises, Lear’s undoing of self: these are not dramas on a stage but lessons for your own becoming. Hamlet confessed, “I could be bounded in a nutshell, and count myself a king of infinite space.” Dickinson seizes the line, turning it into proof that the mind is immeasurable, that confinement is no barrier to infinity. Shakespeare reminds you that the self is always a performance, and Dickinson presses the point: why pretend the performance ends when the curtain falls?

You follow her into Wordsworth’s solitude. He wandered lonely as a cloud; she among corridors. His belief was that memory could bind the self into unity, that recollection could weave a continuous thread across time. But she never trusted unity. “Forever is composed of nows,” she tells you. The line falls sharp. Each moment breaks from the last. The self is not stitched across years but scattered, provisional, as fragile as dew on grass. Wordsworth offers you continuity; Dickinson offers you fragments. Which feels truer in your own bones?

She leads you toward Emerson next. He believed the soul was porous, connected with nature, radiant with divinity. She nods. “The soul should always stand ajar,” she confides. Ajar, never shut. You realize that for her, as for Emerson, the self is not an essence to guard but a threshold to keep open. She urges you to feel the draft, to allow uncertainty to pass through you, to leave the latch unfastened. Emerson would call it “self-reliance”; she calls it slant openness, an interior door that refuses to close.

Elizabeth Barrett Browning gives you another lesson. She wrote from the margins but spoke to the center, with an intensity Dickinson admired and absorbed. “How do I love thee? Let me count the ways—” but Dickinson is wary of counting. Love and self both resist enumeration. From Browning she learns that vulnerability need not weaken authority; it can sharpen it. To be obscure, unseen, or marginal is not to be powerless. Sometimes it is the condition of the truest voice.

And then George Eliot. Dickinson asks you to imagine Dorothea or Maggie — characters entangled in duty, yearning, and transformation. Eliot’s realism feels psychological, but it points beyond itself: the self is not whole but splintered. Dickinson makes you see that your own splintering is not failure but form. “I am out with lanterns,” she repeats, and you know she means that the search is endless, the light always partial.

Yet still the question: what if the self cannot be found? Here she startles you with an echo from far away, across centuries and continents: Zhuangzi. She never read him, could not have, but she might have been his twin in thought. He dreamed he was a butterfly and then wondered if he was a man dreaming a butterfly or a butterfly dreaming a man. He laughed at the impossibility of deciding. Dickinson smiles slantwise and tells you: “Not knowing when the dawn will come / I open every door.” The butterfly, the door — both insist on openness, on the refusal to foreclose.

And now, as you stand in her parlor of words, you hear it — a dialogue across time.

Dickinson: I am Nobody. Yet they wish to make me Somebody. What is safer: to vanish, or to accept their gaze?
Zhuangzi: Once there was a great tree, twisted and useless. The carpenters passed it by, for it could not be carved into planks. Because it was useless, it lived. Be useless, and you will be free.

Dickinson: Then to be Nobody is to be spared the axe? But tell me, is not even Nobody still a name, a disguise of another sort?
Zhuangzi: The butterfly does not ask if it is a man. The man does not ask if he is a butterfly. Who names them? Who cares?

Dickinson: And yet I write letters to the World — “That never wrote to Me –.” What am I, if no answer comes? Is identity only formed in reply?
Zhuangzi: A bell stands silent until struck. But its silence is still its music. Do not wait for the world to strike you; your sound is already within.

Dickinson: You tempt me toward silence. Yet my discipline is not silence but poems. Shakespeare speaks in soliloquies, Wordsworth in recollections, Emerson in sermons. I speak in fragments, dashes. Is fragmentation a way of freedom, or only proof that I fail to hold myself together?
Zhuangzi: The fish trap exists to catch the fish. When the fish is caught, forget the trap. Words exist to catch meaning. When the meaning is caught, forget the words. Why should your dashes not be your freedom?

Dickinson: And contradiction? “Do I contradict myself?” Whitman booms across the meadow. “Very well then I contradict myself.” I too contradict, though softly. “Forever is composed of nows.” Each now undoes the last. Is contradiction a crime?
Zhuangzi: The Way is crooked. Straightness is an illusion. Contradiction is the only truth.

Dickinson: Then I need not bind the self with thread. I may let it splinter. Yet I ask again: is there a self at all? Emerson insists it is divine. George Eliot sketches it in moral struggle. Elizabeth Barrett Browning pours it into love. What say you?
Zhuangzi: The self is like the reflection in water. Touch it, and it ripples. Chase it, and it vanishes. Sit quietly, and it returns of its own accord.

Dickinson: Then perhaps my lantern is foolish. To be “out with lanterns, looking for myself” — am I lighting only shadows?
Zhuangzi: Light or shadow, both are passing. The lantern is not to find the self, but to remind you that the dark is endless.

Dickinson: Then let us agree — the self is not to be found but to be left ajar, like the door. Yet how shall the poem live, if it refuses to close?
Zhuangzi: The cicada sings and dies. Its song does not last, yet summer is filled with it. Your fragments are cicadas. Do not grieve their brevity; rejoice their season.

You step back, startled by the ease with which their voices intertwine. Dickinson with her dashes, Zhuangzi with his parables, both circling the same question from opposite corners of the world. She insists that “The soul should always stand ajar”; he insists that the consummate person has no self. She opens every door; he dreams every dream. Both resist the foreclosure of identity.

But Dickinson feels the ache of her unanswered letters. You sense it in the quiver of her lines: the longing for reply, for recognition. “This is my letter to the World / That never wrote to Me –.” For Zhuangzi, the silence is natural, even welcome — the useless tree lives precisely because it receives no attention. For her, the silence is double-edged: both protection and wound. And yet perhaps her unanswered letter is itself a butterfly dream — written, released, never knowing if it lands. What she sought was not a reply but the freedom of sending. To write without guarantee is to live ajar.

You picture Dickinson again in her Amherst room. The parlor is quiet, but her books lie open like other selves she tried on: Shakespeare, with his disguises; Wordsworth, with his recollections; Emerson, with his transcendental openness; Browning, with her fierce intimacy; Eliot, with her moral fractures. They were her chorus, the voices she carried in her narrow chamber. She argued with them, borrowed from them, contradicted them, as she now contradicts Zhuangzi. Her soul was never empty, only ajar.

She asks you now to imagine the butterfly hovering at her window, wings trembling in a New England dusk. She does not know whether she is woman or butterfly, Nobody or Somebody, poet or recluse. But she does know this: “Tell all the truth but tell it slant.” And truth — like the self — can only be glimpsed in slant light, never seized in full.

The lantern in your hand trembles, and she smiles. “Not knowing when the dawn will come,” she repeats, “I open every door.” You realize now that the dawn is not the goal; the opening is. The self is not the prize; the refusal to close is. She never read Zhuangzi, but she lived as if his butterfly had hovered at her window.

And so the essay of her life remains unfinished, because it cannot be concluded. Like the butterfly, she slips out of the net, leaving you only with the shimmer of wings. Her identity is not a truth to be nailed down but a truth to be lived ajar. Forever, she reminds you, is composed of nows.

And what of you? To walk with her is to feel the temptation to fix yourself: to declare, to brand, to belong. But Dickinson leans close and whispers otherwise. Do not be Somebody. Do not close the soul. Do not chase coherence. To be Nobody is not despair but possibility. To keep the lantern lit is not to find but to seek. Your task is not to seize identity but to hold the door ajar, to live in fragments, to write letters without reply, to be both butterfly and man, woman and dream, Nobody and all.

You stand at her threshold, lantern in hand, and you hear her question ripple across time, through Zhuangzi’s laughter and her own slant whispers: Who are you? Nobody? Somebody? Both? Neither? Perhaps the self is not meant to be found at all. Perhaps it is meant only to flicker, like a butterfly’s wings in dream, or like a soul forever leaning toward the open door.

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